The Other Definition

When I was a kid, I used to deny that I was bossy and stubborn. Luckily, my parents saw these traits as something to cultivate and mold, rather than reprimand. Yet, it is kind of funny to imagine myself telling someone what to do, and then denying that I was being bossy. A complete facepalm moment. 

Denial is defined in two ways according to Google. First it is defined as “a statement that something is not true.” This definition fits today’s scripture, where Peter is recognized in association with Jesus, and claims that to be false. In previous scriptures, we saw that Jesus predicted Peter would deny Him, in Mark 14:31-37. In today’s scriptures, we can see it came to fruition.

The second definition of denial is “the refusal of something requested or desired.” This definition scares me. 

In Matthew 28:19-20 it says “Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you.”  We are told to share the gospel. 

I think we get tripped up sometimes, believing that sharing the gospel has to be elaborate. We tend to put it on ourselves to make people believe. In reality, the gospel speaks for itself, and it can speak through anything we invite it to. It is the Holy Spirit's job to move the soul, it is only our job to be the vessel and representation. 

I’m scared that denial doesn’t just stop at open, obvious times. Most of us, I hope, would pass the test of saying we are Christians if asked. However, what if denial includes all the times we are asked if we are a Christian, and we don’t elaborate on who Jesus is or how He saved us. What if denial is every time we ignore the nudges from the Holy Spirit to help someone, or to be an example of God’s love? What if denial isn’t only the definition of outright refusal, but the neglect to uphold something requested of us? 

It is easy to read these scriptures and say “wow Peter, how could you?” But how many times have we had the opportunity to share the Gospel and didn’t because we weren’t sure how others would receive it? At work? At school? Even at home, or with extended family? Even on social media? 

I can’t speak for you, but the second definition of denial is convicting. So let’s ask God to help us find strength.

Prayer:
Dear Father,
We thank you for your grace and forgiveness. We thank you for loving us so much that you gave your only son for us. Father, we pray that you continue to nudge us and present opportunities to show your love and grace. Father, we want to be good disciples, and we want others to experience the love and peace we have in relationship with you. Father, use us, give us strength, and wisdom, in Jesus’ name, Amen.